As the holidays approach it brings back all the feelings of loss. The loss of my Dad in March and the loss of my relationship in August. When would I ever feel ok again? Two very different relationships but the pain is shared and intertwined as this hateful year heads toward a close. Every day … Continue reading When?
I had another post planned for today. I have a list of things that I want to write about but the writing didn't come easy this weekend. I had planned to write all day yesterday but Saturday brought some emotional baggage that pretty much crippled me. I was in bed for most of yesterday. It … Continue reading Unexpected Love Note
I have always admired those people (men and women of any orientation) that can feel sexy on demand. I use to think it was easy for some, most actually, but time has taught me that this isn't so. Sometimes as a submissive others say the struggle when their Dom is requesting something sexy. I never … Continue reading Force sexy
How do you handle negative emotions like anger, jealousy, and fear now? My past four years have been nothing but negative emotions honestly. My daughter’s addiction to heroin was revealed in December of 2014. 2015, getting her clean. 2016, keeping her clean and healthy. 2017, still working on getting my daughter on track, the end … Continue reading Negative Emotions
Heroin is the Devil in chemical form. The evilest of all devils. There is no mercy, no respite, no relief. Whether you believe the addict deserves this torment for the choices they made is on you. I won't debate it with anyone that hasn't lived through it in some fashion. I have held friends as … Continue reading One more time…