There are a few times that I have the opportunity to watch him sleep. We take advantage of when we can and I am always more grateful than words can express when I get to lay next to him and wake up with him in the morning. In past relationships, there was always a routine. … Continue reading Watching Him Sleep
Spending some time listening (and watching!) @LovingBDSM yesterday at work. (Headphones are a beautiful thing). These two wonderful people never disappoint! They always seem to hit on my feelings and manage to make me feel less crazy. Or, make me feel my crazy is ok. My situation is unique. Maybe. It can be tough at … Continue reading Intimacy in a D/s relationship
I woke in a pool of my own sweat. It took seconds to clear the fog in my head and make sense of what happened during my sleep. I tried to convince myself it was the best wet dream of my life, but it wasn’t. It was the worst nightmare ever. The dream slowly came … Continue reading It Was Just A Dream
In an instant he makes all the insecurties and self doubt disappear. A touch, a whisper, a look. A month of wondering if he was through with me melted away with a look of passion so intense it was almost scary.
We had the most beautiful evening. It started early. We went to the living room to cuddle and catch up. He told me to take off my clothes and lay next to him. It was amazing. I laid next to him naked in our cuddle position. He started asking me questions about what I've been … Continue reading Balancing act…