So this is more of a venting blog than anything else. So be warned, I'm grippy! I've been sick this past week. I have managed to live to 53 without experiencing a UTI. I have had irritational bladder issues after surgeries and childbirth. That burning feeling from having a catheter removed. Those kinds of things. … Continue reading Doctors feeling awkward.
I know that I have commented on this before. I think we have all blogged or tweeted about this in one fashion or another. I have responded to comments and worked through other's post and blogs but felt I needed to delve a little deeper on the subject. I have experienced sex without consent. Looking … Continue reading Consent
The ocean never disappoints. As soon as I think it is redundant a new form or new shaped wave appears and surprises and impressed me. Redundancy and insanity doing the same thing over again doesn't apply here. My thoughts pour out like the rain and swirl like the wind and in front of the powerful … Continue reading Beach lessons – Thoughts
I had another post planned for today. I have a list of things that I want to write about but the writing didn't come easy this weekend. I had planned to write all day yesterday but Saturday brought some emotional baggage that pretty much crippled me. I was in bed for most of yesterday. It … Continue reading Unexpected Love notes
She stared at the screen. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. No thoughts. No ideas. Nothing. The hum of the neighborhood activity was subtle but noticeable. Maybe that was the problem. She walked across the room and switched on the fan. It wasn't warm inside. It was the perfect temperature. October finally brought the cooler weather. The neighborhood … Continue reading Blocked
Last week was important. All days are important and should be lived to the fullest but last week was my fifth attempt at a very important test in my full-time career. I scheduled it for Thursday morning and that afternoon I was leaving for a semi relaxing weekend to the beach with a friend to … Continue reading Renewed
It's been a stressful month. Studying for tests that make or break your career and dealing with life is a bitch! I've been absent and slightly neglectful of my blog but I'm taking off to the beach this weekend yo rest and recharge. I'll be back soon!
I am on a place in my life where everything is scary, and done alone. Tonight I am heading in to dance lesson by myself. After will be a group social event. My skin is crawling. I'm shaking. I want to leave. But I showered and shaved so in I go. On goes the mask. … Continue reading Stepping out
In life we always have gains and losses. It is how things go. The gains and losses are both good and bad, happy and sad, anxiety heavy and stress free. We take these gains and losses one at a time. Some we handle better than others. After my first dad died, I sent flowers to … Continue reading Letting Go
The workday is done, and I'm home. Memories of last night are still strong but I'm alone and missing him already. Tonight I cannot be alone with my thoughts. There will be people here. How strange that when I am missing him and alone it is depressing. When I want to relive every moment of … Continue reading As the high fads