Do you want to go to 24/7 at some point?
I have always thought that I did. Now I am not so sure.
Why or why not?
My one and only experience in D/s was long distance and under cover of sorts. I enjoyed the idea of things, but I am not sure I would classify it as D/s. I enjoy doing things for people. I enjoy having tasks and things that I need to do. It makes me feel productive when I have a list of things to do and I accomplish them. This is me, and I am not sure if it is solely D/s.
Having said that, I was thrilled when the tasks I had to do were a directive from Daddy. There is a different feeling that comes from doing things for someone else, at their request or command. Daddy would decide my nail color, how I would dress etc. He always gave me a say but his was the final decision most of the time. So I think I would enjoy it 24/7. I wanted it so badly but I am not sure if it was because it is what I want, or if it was because I wanted it with him. I am not sure how I would feel if I ever have the opportunity to be in a 24/7 D/s relationship for real. Ours wasn’t real. So I guess we shall see on that one.
What do you think that would mean for your D/s relationship?
I would look forward to having consensual guidelines, structure, etc. Tasks to do to make him happy. Schedules and routines that we could both count on. I would want the Dom to be able to follow through with what he promised me and offered me. I would want it to be a mutual thing and not one sided. I do not want to ever by under cover with a relationship again. I do not want to ever be the other women or the part time anything unless all are aware and my needs and concerns have the same level of priority as everyone involved. I want there to be a mutual amount and equal level of love and consideration for each other. Currently, these seems very out of reach for me. Trust is gone, love is gone, faith is gone.
Thoughts provoked by Loving BDSM