Sexual Availability

 

What do you think? Does it sound deliciously sexy?

In my situation, I was always ready for sex or play.  Looking back now I thought that was part of being submissive.  I wanted to be available whenever he needed me.  It was exciting.  I was always prepared.  Always had my nails done in the color of his choice.  I was always shaved how he liked.  I was always ready with his favorite bra and panties or nothing at all.  Sometimes it happened and sometimes it didn’t but I was always ready and willing.  It was my pleasure to be prepared and prepped for him.  It was what I felt was natural.  Always sexually available. 

 

Or does it not sound appealing at all?

The downside was always willing and ready and waiting but having nothing happen.  Looking back now the reasons we didn’t were many, but it was never because I wasn’t ready or willing.  I couldn’t imagine ever saying no or not being willing.  I always wanted him.  And serving him was without a doubt my pleasure.

Thoughts provoked by Loving BDSM

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